→ the biggest mistake


with time and energy there becomes a moment
grasp feelings and notions you’ve only heard about
i ride about town wondering if you’ve ever felt them
that time might’ve skipped and this or that never happened

the biggest mistake was that i would’ve done anything for you
yet the blue, the sky,…


Frankly, most men bore me.
This is a problem because
I would never be content
with a plain existence
sitting in one room for
the rest of my life with
a boring husband who I have
come to love mainly out of
necessity. I want the one whom
I devote myself to —
to be incredible. Electric.
Someone worth knowing. Someone
who intrigues beyond the point
of comprehension. Someone who
electrifies all of the cells
of my body, who ignites the surface
of my skin when we touch. Someone
who sees me more for my
soul substance rather than
the sum of my parts. He will
understand how to keep me.

How to enliven even
the darkest corners of my
entire universe. He will
fall in love daily
with the subtle nuances
I have saved just for him.

He will know what he has
and what he could lose.
What we would lose, together
If ever we were to unravel.
And what we will gain
by joining ourselves.
By being near each other.

And we will grow.
And deepen with our
and simplicity.

And continue.
And continue.
And understand
that the final chapter
will never
be written.


Sometimes he gets to know your mind in attempts to know your body & that is the worst kind of boy there is.

You won’t know he’s poison until you kiss him so fuck it, if he’s gonna take the air from your lungs anyway, kiss him like you’re drowning.

You will be tomorrow.

He’s going to ask you to write him a poem with your fingertips on his bare skin, don’t do it.

He’s gonna take the stars from the sky & pour them in your favorite champagne so it’ll never taste the same when you drink it without him, drink it anyway.

He’s going to drain the happiness from your veins but you’ll find it again.. one day.

You’ll tell him your secrets & when he stops talking to you, you’ll feel them spill from his lips, don’t you dare regret it.

He’ll tell you you’re beautiful with his hand on your thigh, he doesn’t mean it, he just wants to dim the light in your eyes.

He just wants to conquer you. And he will.

Don’t feel used. He needed the love pouring from your body more than you did, you won’t be empty forever, love is infinite.

" I don’t know how to let you back in. I don’t know how to keep you out either. "
Full of lust cause im confused, and numb to actually falling in love. In reality the deeper you get into lust the further you move away from actual love.

(Source: smokeydamuffler)

" *Clears throat* When you break a
person’s trust you are not only destroying
their means to depend on you, but all
who come after, you poison their heart
with a deep fear of opening up freely to
others and like this you become a stain
on their capacity to love for the remaining
years of their life. So pull your head in,
think before you act, and don’t be such a
selfish fuck. "